They were so kind for me.

I learned a lot of things in this 4 months from my bosses.
The big boss is super strict still now, but he sometimes showed me his kindness.
Another boss was also very kind for me. He didn't angry because he has kind personality. I know it and I feel his tenderness. I'm also weak I have tenderness and adult you know...

But unfortunately I lost my life, otherwise I should do work for myself from bottom of my heart.
It's sounds strange, because I worked hard for my company. But something makes me crazy. Japanese turning or earthquake or god or something like that...or maybe my age : 35 years old..?

I still lose the way to home lately.